Ode to and awkward girls crush
You just sit and think and think about them all day long but you don’t say anything because you’ll feel like a bother
every time they don’t answer
and you know that they know how badly you miss them.
You feel like an idiot for caring so much
about knowing they know
and you feel like you just have to reassure them
because they could forget and leave forever.
You lose your breath every time
so you try
to stop picturing their face in your mind
but there’s nowhere to hide from this longing for any kind
So you just sit and think and think but you don’t say anything.