Confessions Of A Recovering Wretch
Ode to and awkward girls crush

You just sit and think and think about them all day long but you don’t say anything because you’ll feel like a bother

every time they don’t answer

and you know that they know how badly you miss them.

You feel like an idiot for caring so much

about knowing they know

and you feel like you just have to reassure them

because they could forget and leave forever.

You lose your breath every time

so you try

to stop picturing their face in your mind

but there’s nowhere to hide from this longing for any kind

of contact…

So you just sit and think and think but you don’t say anything.

Me: can we be friends?! :D”

Other person: *ignore*

Me: “oh das cool, I’ll just go fuck myself….”

Ode to and awkward girls crush You just sit and think and think about them all day long but you don’t say anything because you’ll feel like a bother every time they don’t answer and you know that they know how badly you miss them. You feel like an idiot for caring so much about knowing they know and you feel like you just have to reassure them because they could forget and leave forever. You lose your breath every time so you try to stop picturing their face in your mind but there’s nowhere to hide from this longing for any kind of contact… So you just sit and think and think but you don’t say anything.

Ode to and awkward girls crush

You just sit and think and think about them all day long but you don’t say anything because you’ll feel like a bother

every time they don’t answer

and you know that they know how badly you miss them.

You feel like an idiot for caring so much

about knowing they know

and you feel like you just have to reassure them

because they could forget and leave forever.

You lose your breath every time

so you try

to stop picturing their face in your mind

but there’s nowhere to hide from this longing for any kind

of contact…

So you just sit and think and think but you don’t say anything.

Me: can we be friends?! :D” Other person: *ignore* Me: “oh das cool, I’ll just go fuck myself….”

Me: can we be friends?! :D”

Other person: *ignore*

Me: “oh das cool, I’ll just go fuck myself….”

I HATE it!
how awkward I feel when people try to start small talk with me